Me, Myself and I
Over the past couple of month's my mind and body has gone through a lot. It's dealt with a multiple number of seizures and recovering from them which has taken time. In that time I've learnt so much, I've learnt that you never know what is around the corner and cherish every moment you have. I've also learnt it's ok to have to be different and be unique.
I've also learnt that sometimes you need to stop and just relax for a day or two. The world we live in is so fast pace that sometimes you need a break. I've dealt with epilepsy nearly my whole life and within that time I've never experience being as ill as I've been this year. Also it doesn't help that people that I don't really know and don't understand epilepsy "try" to give me advice like "why don't you get an early night?". It's not as simple as just sleeping because even if you slept for 12 hours a day you may have a seizure.
But you know what through all that I'm proud of who I am and what I stand by. I wouldn't want to change who I am one bit because at the end of the day yes my disability is a big part of my life but in no way is my whole life. The other thing I've learnt is that I have an amazing family and friends that are there for me when I need them the most. They are the one's that have got me through a really hard point of my life and been there through everything.
Never be ashamed of who you are because why should you?
At the end of the day my brain is damaged can I changed that? No. Do I want to? Some day's it would be easier if I didn't have this condition for sure, but would I be as strong as I am? Who knows.
So the point I'm making is never judge someone for what they can't changed because you're trying to change the impossible. Which unless you're one of these is pretty much impossible.
I've also learnt that sometimes you need to stop and just relax for a day or two. The world we live in is so fast pace that sometimes you need a break. I've dealt with epilepsy nearly my whole life and within that time I've never experience being as ill as I've been this year. Also it doesn't help that people that I don't really know and don't understand epilepsy "try" to give me advice like "why don't you get an early night?". It's not as simple as just sleeping because even if you slept for 12 hours a day you may have a seizure.
But you know what through all that I'm proud of who I am and what I stand by. I wouldn't want to change who I am one bit because at the end of the day yes my disability is a big part of my life but in no way is my whole life. The other thing I've learnt is that I have an amazing family and friends that are there for me when I need them the most. They are the one's that have got me through a really hard point of my life and been there through everything.
Never be ashamed of who you are because why should you?
At the end of the day my brain is damaged can I changed that? No. Do I want to? Some day's it would be easier if I didn't have this condition for sure, but would I be as strong as I am? Who knows.
So the point I'm making is never judge someone for what they can't changed because you're trying to change the impossible. Which unless you're one of these is pretty much impossible.
(yes I do have a picture of the avenger's on a beauty blog but who cares)
So I'm going to leave you with 3 point's that may help;
1. be yourself 2. It's your life no one else's
3. It's ok to admit defeat every once in a while.
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